You,

Posted on June 2, 2011 by erinnalin

Sometimes I think of you.

Sometimes I just miss ”us”.

Sometimes I feel sad.

Sometimes I still care.

Sometimes I feel like expressing and not repressing.

Sometimes I wonder how is it like to see you 10 years later.

Sometimes I wonder if ”we” can love again.

Sometimes I feel that I don’t rly hate you.

Sometimes I miss you.

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Nobody knows

Posted on October 29, 2010 by erinnalin

Meeting the right person at the wrong time is just as bad as meeting the wrong person at the right time.

Baby, what are you doing now?

I’m missing you so much that my heart can’t take it anymore…. </3

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U

Posted on October 26, 2010 by erinnalin

Yet again.. I’m the only one feeling the heartache. I don’t want it to hurt so badly anymore.

I want you back.

But I don’t know if I can handle the consequences of everything & everything.

You were supposed to be my only one. Up till now, you’re still the only one.

In your world, I have already disappeared. But in my world, I guess I still do dream of you every other night…

Baby, I miss the times when I was your baby.

Baby, actually my tears can’t stop flowing… just like how much I wanna forget about everything, and I can’t…

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Hello world!

Posted on October 6, 2010 by erinnalin

Welcome to WordPress.com. This is your first post. Edit or delete it and start blogging!

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Smile, even if it hurts

Posted on September 19, 2010 by erinnalin

 
Strangers to classmates, classmates to friends, friends to lovers, and lovers to dust.
 
I don’t wanna know whats inside of your mind right now because it’ll only lead to more conplications. Although I’ve deleted you everywhere, I still have the urge to check on your progression. And seems that I’m right, we’re entirely over each other already.
 
In order to move on to the next phase of our lives.. we, have to put the past down. I’ve never visualised this day coming.
 
On a few occasions, we talked about the future (even though it was quite impossible) & we had marriage plans. There’s once I even wondered if one day.. we have kids.. would they look like you or me?
 
I attended a wedding this morning & I would say that I have experienced mixed feelings because it doesn’t feel right when the person who’s gonna marry me is not you. It’s wierd you know..
 
It’s all over.
 
Yes it’s all over. There’s no longer anymore J&E. Face it, accept it, get over it. </3
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Dearest Memories

Posted on August 25, 2010 by erinnalin
 
I don’t actually hate you although I have tried to hate you. I still miss you although I feel that I’m falling for someone new. Nonetheless, I wish you success in life & I sincerely hope you’ll be a better person.
 
I have been keeping myself updated of your life & I’m glad you’re adapting well to your work life. Maybe you have already gotten over me but just in case you haven’t, do get over me soon. Our memories would still be here, always & forever. I’ll remember you, always & forever. The only promise that I will & am gonna break is that… no, I won’t be able to love you always & forever, anymore.
 
Just remember that… we were once happy together (translate to chinese).
 
With the very last bit of my love to you.
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Baby, i’m so glad…

Posted on February 13, 2010 by erinnalin
 
Thanks for wanting to do something i’ve always wanted you to do. The thought of you actually having the whole thing planned out is enough, really. But it doesn’t seem realistic enough.. considering your current situation. Hence i’ve even more glad you didn’t do it at this point of time. Reason being i don’t wanna push you over your limits.
 
There will be a day, someday in the near future.. i believe so. Love ya.
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Foresight

Posted on February 7, 2010 by erinnalin
 
It had just occured to me that i’ve been quite demanding towards you.

 
Like me, you’re just a normal human being. I shouldn’t have asked for and expected so much of you. In other words i got more demanding each time you gave in to me.
 
Today i was totally unaware of how you covered me, how you spoken up for me… and there i was, hurling those awful words towards you only to find out what you have did for me. Why am i so mean? :/
 
Human beings are selfish. You are a human being, but not a selfish one.. i am..
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42nd Anniversary~

Posted on January 29, 2010 by erinnalin
 
I’m having my brunch right now and before i head school i’m gonna get baby’s present. He’ll love it, no doubt.
 
Having being together with him for so long, i’ve seen every side of him. Be it good or bad.. still, i adore him as always. I believe he feels the same way towards me too. Haha.
 
 
P.s. Please don’t break my heart ever again…
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Everyday, I wonder

Posted on January 17, 2010 by erinnalin
 
If anything else is gonna change between us.
If i would ever change.
If you would always see me as a girl and not a woman.
If every hope i placed on you would not be in vain.
If you can prove everyone else that they’re wrong about you.
 
I must be crazy, i know.
 
Like why the hell must i make myself so stressed out when i can actually choose not to. Crazily in love? I think i am. HAHA.
 
Although i know i’m not exactly doing the right thing, but still i went ahead, letting my heart dominate my mind.
 
Years later, when i think back about all these i’ve been through, and when i’ve became more sensible.. i hope i wouldn’t regret.. because there goes all my youth.. ALL gone by then.
 
You’re the only person i’ll do this much for, do bear this in mind. Even (if) we really separate one day, there wouldn’t be a second person who’ll receive such treatment from me. Thats why.. even more.. i need you to stay by my side.
 
I never said this to you before ’cause if i say so i might just seem selfish and words like that would definitely put you in a difficult position. But i really really do want you to stay. I need you.
 
 
P.s. How would our ending be like? I wonder..
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