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November 17 Happy Birthday to that personAfter 3 consecutive years of celebrating that person's birthday for him, this year, i guess someone else is celebrating for him. Hope he's a happier person now. November 12 Haunted by memoriesThere are some things which i can't even admit to myself.. eg. the fact that i'm missing you when i know i'm not supposed to.
Also, there are things which i had thought about it for umpteen times before deciding to do it.. eg. the thing you call revenge.
I have my own reasons for doing whatever i'm doing. Bye. November 08 At this point of time...I did not regret letting you out of my life. Especially after hearing about the ''progress'' of you and her. I'm positive that this is the best decision i've made in 3 years.
As for me.. i decide to stop what i'm doing now (close ones know) and take things slowly. Because i don't wanna end up being a person like you.
Once again, no hatred for you. I'll just remember you as someone who came into my life, gave me both good and bad memories, taught me the most important lesson in life and then... left.
Sad to say, the most important lesson i've learnt from you is not love.
I hope you're happy now. Be happy while you can. Because you only deserve short-term happiness. :) November 04 Doing the right thing at the right timeI'm sorry for not feeling sorry after all that i'm doing to you because really.. you need to have a taste of your own medicine. Hurting you also means hurting myself but at this point of time, i don't think i can back off anymore.
My conscience is telling me to stop, just let it go.
But you are not feeling sorry at all! Are you? Because i don't see any remorse, not at all!
See you in a month. Hope that will really be the last. November 01 The feeling of familiarityYes i'm a scaredy cat. I'm afraid. All the talks about being strong were merely bullshit afterall. Please just agree that i suck, 'cause i think i do.
Maybe avoidance would be the best solution afterall.
When you've stopped needing me in your life, i will leave.. and i did. Or maybe all along, i was the one who needed you more than you needed me which is why i was there even during times when i wasn't needed.
While i still can, i'll fill this web with all the things i want to say to you.
Different days trigger different emotions, words and thoughts. Hence i'm giving myself few days to round up all the things i wanna say. After which i won't be updating here anymore.
Not sure about you but i, treasured this relationship a lot. From the bottom of my heart to deep down to my soul. I have never taken it for granted. Every single time something doesn't work out right, i'll do something about it. Always i did. (Not trying to say that you did nothing.. you did but not all the time)
Because you were unable to accept me for who i am, i thank you for bearing with me all these while. It must had been so hard on you. Seriously, thank you.
Gone were the days i could dial your number as and when i feel like it, cuddling you on rainy days, asking you to cook potatoes for me whenever i'm craving for them.........all gone. I'll miss those days spent with you. Even so, i wouldn't yearn for those days anymore. I promise.
I hope you will appreciate how hard it is for me to make this decision to leave you thats why you should never hold me back ever again.
Thats it for now.
P.s. I'm looking forward to the new life i'm gonna lead. :) October 31 It feels so unreal when i have to stop loving you
Really, i wasn't as strong as i expected myself to be. Deep down in me there's still this strong desire wanting you back. But no.. i guess i have to be stronger. =)
Would you be reading this?
I hope you're doing fine.. i still care, really. But i can't express my true feelings out to you anymore.
Okay. Enough. Stop.
Celest accompanied me to IKEA after school today. Thanks dear. Appreciate it a lot. <3
Took some pictures while my camera was still alive. Forgot to charge it! Haixz. Anw, time to save up to get a new camera! I wanna get a DSLR hoho!!! :D
Once again, thanks dear.
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Ending it off with me, looking all cute with the mittens! LOL~
 Once again, i neeeeed to go for some shopping therapy real soon! I feel deprived of both a need and a want. SAD!! :( October 29 Positives & NegativesYesterday, supposed to go shopping but ended up waiting for Zhen and her sister for close to three hours! But it's ok la. I'm a nice person yea. Heihei. ^^
They were happily doing their nails while me? Just sat there and froze. Thank god the staff there came to my rescue, they got me towels to wrap around my body! Touched ley. Haha..
Some unglam pictures!
    Their beautiful legs. LOL
    And... US!
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 Today, Happy 19th Birthday to Sherie, the hottest babe! :D
BUT the saddest thing was that i wasn't present during the cake cutting part cause i reached school late (apologies, apologies!) and so no pictures were taken. Boo~
Miss Sherie Han Zhilin
 Headed gym after school with Celest and Shirui. We had fun yea babes? Lets work out again next week!! ;)
Thank god i'm not running for the race tomorrow. Am already having muscle ache now due to such a tedious two hour work out! Hurhur. I. want. to. go. shopping. now. now. now.
P.s. The fastest way to forget is to forgive. October 28 Goodbye, like seriously finallyThis is the first (serious) break up i've initiated ever in my entire life. Not an impulsive one, would call it a wise decision in fact.
I'm that sort of person who's afraid of regrets.. thats why i have never ever made a decision like that before. To put it crudely, yes i'd prefer to be ditched than to ditch someone. However, this time i know i'll never regret this decision i've made. Years later.. when i think back about this 3 years plus relationship which i gave up, i hope i can be proud of me myself and i.
It hurts so badly that it doesn't even hurt anymore. Tbh i feel numb.
Even at this point of time, i wouldn't attempt to be the judge and conclude who is right and who is wrong. Whats over is over. It's not important anymore.
What puzzles me is why, why did you choose to lie to me, cheat on me but on the other hand, hold me in your arms like i'm so dear to you, smile at me like you're happy with me and lastly.. say that you love me and all when in fact, you're doing all these things behind my back.
But i wouldn't ask why. Like i said, whats over is over.
Both of us have our faults, our mistakes, our personalities, our characters, our thoughts, our perspectives.. and all.
Well at least i dare to say that i admit to the mistakes i made, i know them all. I've tried changing to the extent that you could see it but maybe, it's just not enough. And you should know.. one's personality can't change overnight, maybe for some people.. even forever is not able to make the change possible too.
The saying a leopard never changes its spots really applies to you.
Before i knew you, you were this kinda guy. Even after knowing you, getting together with you, you were still the guy you used to be. However, after you hurt me for real, you promised to change thats why i forgave you, accepted you once again and yes you did change but eventually after a long time you returned to the guy you used to be.
I believe we both know how many chances we've given each other. Still, it's not working out.
Whatever that happened between us, is between us. I will not reveal here. This would also be the last time i'll be using ''us'' to address you and me. Never again.
Like i said, i hope you wouldn't regret. Because this time... i wouldn't turn back and look at you anymore, i wouldn't want you back anymore, i wouldn't wait for you anymore.
I'll move on.
And i'll no longer shed anymore tears for you. I've cried enough. So i suppose the last time i cried would be when i uttered ''I wouldn't be with you anymore'' on the phone with you just now. I hope.
I wouldn't even say that i hate you for all that you've did. Because, there is no need to hate a stranger. You live in your own world, they live in theirs. From now onwards we'll lead our own lives. I think this is the best ending for us.
Even though i'll still see you during work but i don't think it'll affect me as long as i stay strong enough.
For the last time. I love you.
Being with you, i've learnt a lot. I guess the most important thing i've learnt is to love myself more. I've never did. Now i will. :)
I don't know if it's possible, but seriously.. do change. You can certainly be one's good boyfriend if you want it, so be one. Allow your next one to be your last.
Sincerely, i wish you all the best in everything you do and no worries, your life wouldn't remain this way forever. Things will change for its better. Maybe in a year or two.
Thats all.
Today's 27th October '09 , two more days to our 39th month... but we just didn't manage to pull through till then.
P.s. To friends who read this post, please do not ask me anything regarding this break up. In case you're wondering if i'm alright.. i am. I will move on. I know i have to. October 24 Back to the incomplete puzzleA compromised outcome... is not that difficult to achieve actually. But why?
Went Town for two consecutive days. With Zhen and Gene yesterday. With dad and sis today. Was i happy? Maybe, though at some point of time my heart felt ridiculously heavy.
Today, we dined at Orchard Central's Crystal Jade Hongkong Cafe.
Some pictures. (:
    Special appearance, special taste
  What dad ordered
  Gan bei!
 In a week of SEVEN days, i went shopping on FOUR days. Yes i know i'm mad. Whats more i went out when i was sick. How crazy... October 22 What to expect, what to notNow i know.. pinning hopes on someone/something is just as good as creating disappointment for yourself, or should i say myself.
Why doesn't it seem alright whenever you're not around me? Why can't it be alright? =/
Birthday girlie
 Celebration was good, all of us could see that she had a great time eating eating and eating. Although she was quite sad yesterday but it's all worth getting upset for yeah. :D
More updates on her celebration tomorrow, running a slight fever now. Hai~ Last year's presentationPhoto's which Shirui sent me few mins ago
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Clique. <3
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 Me didn't wear shoes! UNGLAM UNGLAM!
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 At the same time, Happy 19th Birthday to Celestine Tay! I know you'll enjoy your day with us later. Love you many many! :D
P.s. I'm freakin' sick la. Hope panadol helps! If not... October 21 Can't you feel me?Pushed to the edge. Choking with thoughts. Overflowing reasonings. Devastating cries.
I've not gained, yet lost many. Am i such a bad person who doesn't deserve anything good? What have i done? To my knowledge, i feel that i could have done better as a friend but that doesn't mean i did nothing. I saw my own effort although it wasn't very generous.
Maybe there really is something wrong with me which i'm unaware of. But think logically, do each and everyone of us know each and every of the mistakes we make? I believe no. Reason being, nobody is perfect.
No idea what kinda feelings i am trying to portray, definitely not something good i know for sure.
Have i or have i not made the right choice? My answer used to be a clear one, something i could proudly shout out and acknowledge of even if that would be taking place in the future. But now? My answer is getting from clear to blurrish and starting to contain bits and bits of contradictions.
Nothing which has happened will be revealed except my thoughts.
Because i know.. the person i'm referring to would know when he reads this someday. Other than that, i guess there's no need for me to illustrate the entire situation because it would all be based on my point of view hence things might appear unfair/biased to the other person. I can't promise it wouldn't.
Tbh, i'm affected badly and have still yet to recover from what happened just now. :'( MiscommunicationsSeriously having communication problems during work is the shit. Not one, but two people! Because of this, i totally dread the next day of work next week. I've had enough..
I was drained of all my energy after work last night.
Check out our ahem, couple outfits and slippers! Act one cute sia. Hahaha..
First shot
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October 16 About a friendSometimes it's not wise to just give blindly. When we give, at the same time.. we'll have to look at what we're receiving in return. If what we've been giving is not being reciprocated, it's never too late to stop giving.
Some are worth the sacrifices, worth the burden, worth the worry, worth the tears. But some are not.
To whom it may concern, we hereby apologize for not being good enough all these while. For the first and last time. Sorry.
Before Twin's chalet last week!
    After days of working, my body is getting tired. School is starting in merely a few days.. nobody nobody is looking forward to it. Need i say more? The timetable sucked.
Met Twinny and Teresa up today for some shopping therapy at Town. Feels great after seeing the things i've bought! Heihei. So far my first shopping trip during my two-month holiday. How nice.
Gastric is killing me. I AM NOT ON ANY SORT OF DIET AT ALL BUT WHY AM I HAVING GASTRIC NOW, IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT?! Sigh... October 13 Twinny, ilu!On the 8th of Oct...
Happy 19th Twinny! Now you're as old as me!
Everything turned out perfect... meaning this stupid gal got fooled by all of us which followed by a surprise specially for her! Bet she enjoyed her birthday celebration to the fullest fullest! Heihei. <3 Have i really failed my part as a.. woman?The way i have been brought up has made who i am today. Although i have to admit that there are loads of things that i do not know, but i'm still glad that i'm being brought up this way.
Since young, even till now.. i'm not allowed in the kitchen. Thats why it's not surprising at all that i know nothing else besides cooking a packet of instant noodles. I'm afraid of fire, afraid of the heat, afraid of knives, afraid of dirtying my hands, afraid of the gas...everything.
I don't want to learn. I don't see a need to learn. But why am i feeling so pressurized now?
Why do i feel that there's a need for me to force myself to learn right now? Can't i just remain as a woman who doesn't know how to cook? I'm fine with it, seriously. But you are not.
Time and again, reinforcing the things that i do not know how to. Time and again, reminding me that i'm useless, reminding me that i'm spoilt. But again, am i really useless just because i can't do all the things women are expected to know how to do?
I don't know. Maybe i'm really useless.
On a side note, i'm officially a driver on the road. Happy happy! I would make sure to drive safely. :D October 01 It's a little too lateBut still, Happy 38th Anniversary dear. xoxo
  Have been working with baby at Capella the past 2 days. Though i'm not really used to the working environment but whats better than being able to see him almost every minute? :) However, that's also when i realised how tiring it is for him during work and seriously, it's rather heart aching to see him like that.
Even when he's tired, still he never fails to give me a massage once in a while. Which, makes me feel blessed but on the other hand, i feel worst. Ironic isn't it? Still, thanks dear.
Oh ya btw. I have just checked my exam results. Supp exam results to be exact. Turned out that i failed one subject---Mgen. It's really disappointing cause this was the subject i worked the hardest for as well as the subject i was most confident of passing. Well. What to do other than to retake it all over again?
To Sherie and Shirui, it feels like a consolation that we're on the same boat 'cause at least we are not alone. So lets work much harder the next time round yea? ;) Esp to Sherie, please cheer up..
Despite our horrendous results, we'll still be having our clique gathering at Sherie's condo tomorrow evening. Hope the bbq would turn out great. I miss my clique seriously. But even so, i'm not looking forward to school. LOL.
Sigh, life's like that. Full of ups and downs.. September 27 Post Exam. :D23rd Sept '09
Officially marks the start of my long-awaited holidays!! Supp papers totally burnt like half of my holidays la. But it's okay.. because i will enjoy the rest of my holidays to the fullest!
Lover boy
   Walked over to baby's place after my last paper, waited and waited for that idiot to get prepared. Nonetheless, i was in a good mood so didn't show him the black face. Ahaha. He was lucky...
So we.. had our late lunch, Teppanyaki at Tamp, then to Cine for movie, Gamer. Oh yes, we met Twinny at Cine for neoprints, makan and chat before our movie. Missed her so much lah. Shine~
Our neoprints
  Movie was alright. Could be nicer and lesser nude scenes which somehow turned baby on. LOL.
After movie, went to get my pumps then to Geylang for supper. Have been eating a lot. Hoho.. food is heaven.
24th Sept '09
Went to baby's place to disturb his sleep, watched Supernatural together till evening, then out to have dinner with Linyi. His treat. :D
Old man, kiddo
  The place we intended to have dinner at was closed down, hence we settled down at this Japanese BBQ Restaurant instead. Food was not bad, but the portions were small, not all food in the menu was available and it's super costly! Definitely a big no-no to patronise a second time. Hmmm..
So Linyi dropped us both at Chinatown then he went to pick his gf up. Baby and i were still hungry so we bought food up to the ''rooftop'' to eat.
Showing off his muscles
   Home aftermath. Baby had to work for F1 the next consecutive days so i let him off early. HAHA.
25th Sept '09
Got up early, talked to sis for awhile then out to meet Twinny for brunch.
Take one, take two~
  After brunch, we walked over Hweehan's house to find her, only to realise that she was still sleeping.. haha. But inconsiderate us kept bombing her phone with calls to get her to open the door. Oops!
Chatted a little at her house, a little at Mac and off we went to meet Gene aka my daddy. Haha.
Ice cream + Twinny
     Slacked at Twinny's place, webcammed with our always-so-cute friend, Nancy Ng, who once studied so hard for a test till she forgotten her schoolbag. -.-''
...then we accompanied Twinny for a haircut.
OMG, i'm so proud of my Twinny lah. She really cut a lot this time. She's so brave! For the first time. Ahaha.
After haircut
  After everything, i separated with them to meet up with my long-lost Primary School best friend, Theresa Huang. :]
We went to have dinner at Pepperlunch, bought milk tea from KOI and settled down for a chat before our movie, The Ugly Truth starts.
After 6 years.. i guessed she haven't really changed. Still the same person as before. But me? I guess i did.. gotta ask her. Haha.
Movie was nice, we had a good laugh.. esp her. But i don't like that guy's face ley. LOL. And the truth is always ugly. Totally agree with it yea. ;)
Theresa Huang Shi Yan
     To end the night, we had Mac for supper (I forced her to eat with me, haha) and caught the last bus home. Tired!!
26th Sept '09
E & E
  Went ECP to cycle, fly kite, pick seashells.. play with sand with dad and sis. Spells nice and fun. Hehe. Lots of pictures to do the talking.
In the car
    Still in the car...
      While cycling
   Nah, i rode the double bike with my dad
 An overall summary
         Elisa's product, looking like a granite
  Home, all clean and nice. :D
   27th Sept '09
Baby called late at night while i was sleeping, missed him! Chatted with him and he mentioned that he'll be cooking for me tomorrow. Yay! Haha. Shall start thinking of what i want him to cook now.. :D
P.s. Would be working with baby for 3 days next week anw. Heihei. Can't wait. September 06 Fully charged.. i hope so? Mugging has officially started for me. Plus i'll be studying with baby at Airport tomorrow. So much for the holidays everyone has been looking forward to!
Just last night, i have finished reading this novel 'Together alone' which was none other than satisfying. I was so addicted to it that i read it from cover to cover within hours, resulting in tired eyes.
And this morning, my mom broke a piece of news (regarding a friend) to me which was damn shocking.
Somehow it had totally shaken off all the confidence i've had and believed in marriage all these years. Adults.. must they all be filled with such complexity?
Even blood relations, could be so fragile.
P.s. I wish to have Popeyes tomorrow! Double yums! ;) September 04 .Perhaps it would have been best if i had never met you.
If i had been living in another world,
If we had been strangers in life,
I would not have been left with this pain in my heart.
Day by day, forgetting you.
Day by day, pushing you aside.
Buried deeply in myheart,
Concealing what i can't openly declare;
Want to shout about my love.
I always believed that love was bliss & happiness.
But a love that can't be spoken is a punishment from heaven.
Just loving you makes my heart fragile & it trembles.
And i live wiping away my tears.
In my mind i have already forgotten you.
In my speech i have already forgotten you.
Sometimes drinking myself to a drunken stupor,
But afraid that i will speak my love for you,
I'm really afraid of that.
Dreaming, will i ever be able to love you?
Crying & weeping myself to sleep every night.
Awake, everyday is exactly like the last.
To love is to love you.
When you aren't around, stealing a chance to whisper I love you.
Afraid that if you heard that, you would run away.
So in hidden silence, i continue loving you.
29th August '09
Had an advanced Birthday celebration for mom and sis. Cake-cutting at home, then to Bishan for movie later on in the afternoon. Elisa and i watched UP, while my parents watched Where got ghost. We took the Circle Line over to Bishan instead of my dad driving. It's only 2 stops away lah. :D
Had Mac after movie and then we trained over to Hougang cause my sis wanted to visit the library. Simple day out with my family but i love it! Heihei.
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!
     P.s. Happy 37th Anniversary to baby (who is working) and me.
30th August '09
Initial plan was to head over to baby's place to look for him and slack the day away with him. But, in the end i accompanied him to Ritz to get his shoe. Afterwhich we met Laoyao with his gf, Yiran and another of baby's roommate at Tamp's supermarket to get stuff for steamboat at night.
So we had steamboat. I guess all liked it except me cause i find the soup base too salty. I'm a picky eater thats why. HAHA.
Oh yes. We played 终极密码as an attempt to finish up the food but there were far too much food to be finished. The atmosphere was good. ;)
Overall, i enjoyed the dinner with them. There would be a next time. Hehe.
31st August '09
Waited for baby to come over after his exam has ended, then we cabbed to Bugis to meet up with Zhouran and Chen Cheng. Headed to Popular to look for stuff with then baby and i parted with them and went to get tickets for Final Destination in 3D. Due to time constraints, we were unable to watch it and so we caught The Proposal instead. And yes, it's nice..
Met up with the both of them again, along with Chen Cheng's gf to meet up with someone to discuss about their business.
After everything, including dinner, we went back to baby's place to rest. Sometimes i wish that i do not have to head home upon reaching midnight. But...
1st September '09
Hotpot with baby before he heads to work 'cause we were both craving for the herbal soup there. And we bought this cute thing. Mr Greedy for me and Little Miss Shy for him. :D
 2nd September '09
Dad's office to work for half a day, then took a bus over to baby's school to wait for him to end his exams. A sudden change of plan and we decided to catch Final Destination at Plaza Sing but we reached there only to find out that there were no showtimes for the one in 3D so we gave it a miss and watched Where got ghost instead. Not really worth watching actually.
When i was getting bored in office...
      3rd September '09
Went to work for half day, again. Took a train to Tamp after i knocked off and met baby up there. We walked around while waiting for Hizami for an hour to get the pizza i asked Hiz to bring for me. Heihei.
Back to baby's place for some rest then headed to Singpost to collect a labtop. (Don't feel like elaborating 'cause it's not mine nor baby's anyway.)
Went Chinatown after that and had some food there. By the time we finished eating, the shop we wanted to patronise was already closed. Haixz. Nevermind, next time~
On a side note, i have finished watching my Korean drama, Brilliant Legacy! Nice nice!
4th September '09
Something happened this morning and i think i'm suffering from memory loss. LOL.
Alright, done with updates (for me to keep track of what i have done the past week) and i am going to study soonish. Baby is working hard, and so will i.. :D August 28 Ragged dollSakae Sushi was the highlight of the day.
    We sat in there for two and a half hours lah! Superrrr long. Yea, we had buffet. Ate so much okay!
Exams may have ended.. but i'm so gonna have a few supp papers to take. Serves me right for being so last minute and getting distracted so easily. I never seem to have learnt my lesson. :(
Have not seen baby for exactly a week already. I miss him.
P.s. If one day... my smile fades away. What would you do? Super Belated Birthday Post From Someone Special. ♥To my dearest ERINNA LIN!
Finally i have some spare time to do this silly little thing for you.
I know it’s really late, but still, I will definitely wish you. Just take this as its 080809 when you are reading this okay?! You should know I am not good in talking sweet stuff, so please do not have high expectation from this okay? First of all, I have to say thank you and I love you.
This is not because of I have to said but I naturally want to say it to you.
One of my friends told me that Leo and Sagittarius are good friends.
I will never doubt this statement because you are the one!
Way back to 2006, I remembered the first impression you gave me was
"This girl should be siao one. How could she be the top student man?"
You are like some young kids, fooling around RAPING people (like me) with Junny.
I don't really remember how we get to be good friends but yah, we are.
I am really happy and enjoyed days with you (and bitches).
When we were working at Chan's brother, I think all of them thought we are a pair.
At that time, how I wish we are really a pair =x Opps. I said my secret out.
Sometimes, I was really frustrated when we were working together actually.
You are always the one who are relaxing on the chair and
I am the one who always work so hard to finish the work!
Life is so unfair >”<
"The ways you do things are not serious enough girl!"
That was in my mind at that time. However, until a point of moment, I found out you are not. Although you seem not to care, you are.
You are a really smart girl I have to say.
I remembered once you told me that friends would never last forever, So may I ask you, do you think we can be forever?
Hahahaha, I think we will!
The best memory (or disaster?) is.... my first kissssss!!
Know what am i talking about right?
You have to take the responsibility if I am still single 10 years later okay?!
But your lips are so kiss-able. Wahahaha!
My birthday celebration is really a unforgeable one.
Thanks for the melted cake, its my fault! Sorry!
Haha~
And also sentosa trip with you?
That was my first time to show you my FLESH.
You saw my whole body liao lor. haha!
I just realized i gave you so many thing of myself but you never!
HAHAHAHAHA! I suddenly thought of the red umbrella!
"咀巴不用多,一個好的就夠.那個好的,就是你!"
[JUST KIDDING! YOURS IS NOT THE BEST BUT SECOND BEST,maybe?]
Hahaha, sounds familiar?
"知己不用多,一個就夠.而我的知己,是你."
Do you still remember this?
I told you this few years ago, but until now,
I still do want you to remember this.
When I am growing up,
I met a lot of different friends.
They are all really good and nice to me.
(Don't worry~)
But I seem cant find someone out there with the same feeling as you.
You are just simply irreplaceable,
You are the special one in my heart that nobody can take you away from.
No matter how far is our distance now,
I believe that we will be together again some days.
I am glad to have a friend like you, you gave me the best memories in my teenagers day.
I was badly hurt by friends when I was young,
but its you, let me know that friends are really wonderful.
Thank you so much for everything you gave me,
you've entered my life girl.
OKAY! I think I have to stop all these rubbish.
This is not touch enough for you to cry right?
I KNEW IT! HAHAHA!
I found a lot of our pictures from 2006 until now.
This really takes time!
I didn't sleep just because of you!
See how important are you.
Hahaha~ Enjoy it okay?!
Below are some pictures of us. 2006-2008. (I did not post all of them here.)
 .jpg)  .jpg)   I found out that we have a lot of "too sweet" photos.
But I love them!
hahaha.
Last but not least,
BGF I <3 YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2009!
PS: A lot of Grammar mistakes. August 23 Sadness is beautifulIf there was, one chance you could be
Anywhere closer to me In a perfect world, that chance would come But it's all just a dream If i should, say whats on my mind If i said it line by line Would you care to, try to understand Or would you just turn your head Countless times that i have tried To bring myself one step closer but everytime i'd find That i'm hiding behind a face you'd never know Afraid to show, it's hurting me but i can't let it go Like a fool i fell behind Deep into your shadows and watching you from afar Still i try to let my soul reach out to you Someday somehow i will let you know that i love you If one day, i was able to Spread my wings and fly to you If i reached out, would you take my hand Or am i asking for too much Countless times that i have tried To bring myself one step closer but everytime i'd find That i'm hiding behind a face you'd never know Someday somehow i will let you know that i love you I love you |
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